Update

Another update from me. Got myself into some medical issue. So I’m not able to take part in the study visit. Feel kind of sad.

Not in a good term with my wife. I need her to be more expressive in order for me to understand with she wants.

Since last month until now, I have been facing money issues. Hope it will be gone soon.

 

Ok end here.

Update

I started off today with a dawn parade. The sky was dark and raining. After the parade, I went to receive my Letter of Appreciation. I was kind of stunned when I was told that I have been awarded. I want to say thanks to those who have recommend me for the award. I really appreciate it.

Next, I have been bothered by next months expenses. As my wife had quit her job one month ago, I knew this is coming. I was pissed off when she tell me to accompany her to go for interview. I was thinking, she's a adult soon yet she don't dare to look for job or go for interviewing. I really don't know what to do or say.

Well, there's still my mum. She's very irritating sometime. She knew that my wife is not working. She will make all sort of comment. Even though, some of it is true. These comments will indirectly cause a fight between me and my wife. I tried to make her understand but she just don't care at all.

Lastly, I really hope that someone in this world would come and give me some help. I'm so depressed. I don't know what to do anymore.

May God bless all living beings.

Updating

Here to update. Not much happened. Only got scolding from my boss due to some communication breakdown. Ha ha.

This few weeks, i feel so stressed up. My mind keep thinking and thinking. Unable to stop. Feel so tired. Don know when can rest my mind. Sad la.

Since the day i got in my current unit, i have learn a lot of things. From 'just do it' to learn to speak properly to senior commanders. Is worthy to learn.

I need to focus more on my job then day-dreaming when working. Is wasting my time and cope up all my job including re-doing my jobs again and again.

Haha. Ok end here

Just a update

A update for my blog. My buddy, Kieth an Vincent, ORD today. HA HA. Now left my store man Zac, ORD on Nov. HA HA HA.

Wish them good luck.

Kind of feeling better after taking medicine.

Had a weird weekend. Was exhausted and cannot sleep. Luckily my wife asked me to go and sleep after work on Monday. I was surprised by her sudden kindness. I appreciate.

A happy birthday to my childhood friend, Mei Ling.

Now I have to plan a lot of things.

Will update when I'm free...

Take care everyone!!!!

Feeling sick...

Today suppose to be on OFF. But got burned. Now feel so sick... Is a long time since I last took MC. I don't want to take MC. So bored staying at home and waste my time doing nothing.

Nothing much happened. Hope it will last forever.

Yesterday went home damn late. Around 10pm then reach home. And my wife waited outside my camp for me. Now feel sick and tired.

I wonder how am I going to recharge myself with so many things happening at the same time. I just want a 12 hours sleep. Pray that tomorrow can have a nice beauty sleep. To recharge my battery.

I was wondering what to do with after I completed my service.

Oh ya....

How are you, people? Hope your are well.... hahaha

Ok! End my nonsense here!

Going Crazy

I was wondering how to forget a girl complete. Like I don't even know her. Basically I really wish I don't know her at all. I really wish everything can back in place like before. Wish that all the bad things did not happen. But it is too late to say all these. All the thing i don't wish to happen had happen.

Since then, i have started thinking about my action. I also remind myself on my actions and many more things. I wish everything is alright by now.

Now the only thing I focus on will be my studies. Even I'm serving NS does not mean I cannot study. HA HA.

Feeling sick for the whole week. Pray hard to the god.

OK end here.

Wish every one have a happy holiday.

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Here's a update.

It have been a few weeks since my last update. A few things to say. Basically, the relationship between my wife and I have changed. Slightly to the better. I hope it will lastly long.

Since last week, i have not go for jogging. I missed the feeling of exhausted. The sweaty feeling.

HAHA.

Sometime I really don't know what to write on my blog.

My life is quite boring. Nothing special happened. So nothing special to write too.

I still cannot totally forget about her. She have been engraved on my mind, my thoughts. I hope she's well.

This few weeks i have a lot of work to do. The problematic part is that one of my two printer is down. So job slow down a lot. Don't know what to do.

OK. end here. Will update when i got something new.